Back to school
I’m one and a half weeks into being a full-time student at the University of Düsseldorf, and by now the flood of information is gradually turning into an array of observations. I’m constantly torn between being both intimidated and unchallenged by the workload. Everyone who has caught a glimpse of my schedule has exclaimed “Wow, that’s A LOT of courses!”. For me it seems very little, considering that I’m very much used to a 9am to 6pm schedule every day. Now I only have two such days, with one day ending at 4pm and the other two at 2pm (AND 2 of those have idle time in between). I should probably mention that half of my schedule consists of tutorials, and on top of that I have two just-for-fun courses. My actual required courses would easily have fitted into only two 8:30am to 6pm days.
I’m majoring in English and minoring in Linguistics. Naturally there are some more and some less interesting courses, but unfortunately I won’t get around doing all the less interesting ones because they’re required. I haven’t really decided yet which I find most interesting… Medieval English seems like a good candidate. Language Skills have completely unchallenged me in the last two lessons, whereas Syntax seems all a bit dry. A lot probably depends on the lecturer. All my native English speaking lecturers seem most interesting so far, but you can never tell what they are from their names.
With nearly 20.000 students, 5000 of them first-years, the University of Düsseldorf is not small at all. That fact is very noticeable when it comes to the social aspect. I can safely say that I have not made any friends at Uni after my first 1 1/2 weeks – and what is probably more striking, I seriously don’t care. Being the usually rather silent observer that I am, I keep noticing that my mindset clashes with that of all those young and inexperienced fresh-out-of-high-school kids. A lot of them don’t seem to be very interested in studying and rather spent the seminar whispering with their neighbor. Another considerable chunk of (especially female) students doesn’t go anywhere without their group of 1-3 friends and will start a terrible tantrum when threatened of being separated (e.g. because a course is overfilled). When I see things like that, I’m very happy that I have my independence from social obligations. I go to the mensa, the library or the restroom whenever I please and don’t waste precious time waiting for someone to agree, decide, whatever.
Time is indeed precious in these first couple of weeks, because most of my courses are massively overbooked. Sometimes being 30 minutes early will already be too late to get a seat, and there’s one course in a huge auditorium where still a lot of people have to sit on the stairs. So far I’ve been lucky because I’ve always been very early.
But back to the social aspects of Uni life; I think my value of independence comes from my experience of school life in the past. I’ve been through the phase where “friends” have morally dragged me into an abyss, out of which I only climbed up again by repeating the school year. Now, 7 years later (which include 3 years of working hard for my money), I’m much more aware of what’s at stake and what I’m missing in the world of pay checks.
I also don’t share the common problem of my fellow students; being new in town and having to built up a social life from scratch. Been there, done that, and I’m quite happy with the (limited, but good) social life I have in Düsseldorf. I might even make some new friends at Uni, but I daresay I can afford to be very picky.
So you’re basically saying that you have an advantage over your fellow students because life has already taught you not to be such a lazy bum. Good for you. I guess we have yet to see how much your age will make the actual learning part harder for you. 🙂
I usually find that being around students nicely puts things in perspective for me. It’s that general attitude of carelessness stemming from having no real problems, I think…
What you describe, btw, is very much exactly like I image it would go were I to enroll at UD. I like that. 😉
Hey if you can handle the workload then you go for it! You will be all the better for it and go further in the end so don’t worry about what anyone else says. I think it’s great that you realize that these just out of high school kids really don’t have the right mindset for school.
Sounds very similar to my first experiences at the university. Except that I was such a 19 years old fresher without any further experience on what “life” is after the abitur. I also had a similar heavy loaded schedule because I had to get my Mittleres Latinum (after no Latin in school at all). Building up one’s schedule is always different, because different courses require different amounts of time of homework (Latin homework always took me 30 min, but I had to work 4 h for other courses).
I wouldn’t judge too fast over the other students, they’re not all the same. I’ve never understood the main attitude of many of the other students in the first semesters, who think studying is all about hanging out with others and parties. In most of my friday classes, half of the people used to have hangovers, because thursday seems to be the new friday when you’re a student. I think it was quite difficult to make friends in the first place, because everyone is studying different combinations and in the beginning, there are so many people disappearing (mainly those who realized that you have to do some homework and it’s not all about partying and finally, after the first 4 semesters you may find yourself in a much smaller and nicer atmosphere than in the beginning). Some of the others seem to look at studying like work that has to be done but they are glad when it is done. Of course, especially when the stuff is very theoretical and complex (yeah, syntax can be very nasty sometimes!), everyone is glad when the work is done.
What I wanted to say is that I don’t like the attitude others have about young freshers, because they’re not all the same. It depends on your passion for the subject or whether you know what to do after the abitur at all. It takes some time to find the other students who also like what they do, but I’m sure that sharing the same passion can be a good basis for friendship. Personally, I’m very glad that I finally found a few good friends at uni, because those people helped me not to give up when everything sucked (and sometimes, disregarding all your passion, it does).